We finally talked and I was feeling so much better… I even started dreaming again last night.
It seemed like you were holding back, but I understand why. You really love her and I admire your loyalty to the commitment you made. I never wanted to intrude on that.
I decided to be grateful for the experience and continue on with an open heart, ready to see what life would bring next. Maybe you were a small nudge in the right direction. A preparation for what’s to come.
Then this morning, out of nowhere, I started crying uncontrollably in the middle of Whole Foods. wtf.
What happened? Why was my heart suddenly caught in my throat and tears running down my cheeks? I can’t see anything ahead of me and everything behind is out of reach.
I’m stuck in Purgatory. Looking back I should’ve realized there was a reason for me being so drawn to that place. How do I get out of here?
Please send help…