We finally talked and I was feeling so much better… I even started dreaming again last night. 

It seemed like you were holding back, but I understand why. You really love her and I admire your loyalty to the commitment you made. I never wanted to intrude on that. 

I decided to be grateful for the experience and continue on with an open heart, ready to see what life would bring next. Maybe you were a small nudge in the right direction. A preparation for what’s to come. 

Then this morning, out of nowhere, I started crying uncontrollably in the middle of Whole Foods. wtf. 

What happened? Why was my heart suddenly caught in my throat and tears running down my cheeks? I can’t see anything ahead of me and everything behind is out of reach. 

I’m stuck in Purgatory. Looking back I should’ve realized there was a reason for me being so drawn to that place. How do I get out of here? 

Please send help…

1 Comment

  1. Help is underway. Behind the darkness of the day and night is the light of hope. It is in this life we have to make it … once we die it shal be too late … than there shall be nothing any more (if we did not take care), but luckily no purgatory and no hell, just decay man becoming dust again.


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